Monday, October 12, 2009
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10:33
suddenly it seems that the ridiculous-ness of the 2010 calendar, which landed on my table, is too insignificant. someone just lost their mother, their grandmother. and i just lost my aunt. i saw her yesterday. all drugged up and stuff... just lying there motionless... i didn't talk to her. i could not. i just touched her hand as i was leaving. her condition seemed stable when we left. no one knew that it was going to be our last time.
in a way, i am glad that i went to see her yesterday, because it would be the shits if i didn't even make time for someone who has always made sure that i had good food to eat when i visited. and now... she's gone.
i had wanted to blog about the cuteness of my nephew, he kept praying for her speedy recovery everynight, he cries for an hour because he misses her. but that just seems so trival as well.
i honestly don't know what else to say.
我会想念你
走好
in a way, i am glad that i went to see her yesterday, because it would be the shits if i didn't even make time for someone who has always made sure that i had good food to eat when i visited. and now... she's gone.
i had wanted to blog about the cuteness of my nephew, he kept praying for her speedy recovery everynight, he cries for an hour because he misses her. but that just seems so trival as well.
i honestly don't know what else to say.
我会想念你
走好
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